Today was my EDD...

Today was the EDD (estimated due date) for the baby... I've tried to stay really busy and not think much about it, but when I stop and my brain starts turning it really sets in.

earlier dylan asked me if it was better or worse to be pregnant right now. Honestly it just depends on the day. Right now it's weird and makes me sick because I should be in the hospital delivering a full term baby, and instead of that, Im at the very beginnings of this pregnancy, not even having been to a single doctor appointment yet. Other days it's great and im so happy to be pregnant again already. Like I said, it just depends.

I can't really get stuck on it because either way im NOT in the hospital giving birth to a baby right now. Im not, and at no point in the extremely near future will I be. So there you go.

I thought this blog post was going to be a lot longer, but I think this day was weighing a lot heavier on my mind 2 days ago. Keeping up with the blog again has been nice, keeping things off my chest and from building up...

Anyways. We went back to the gym today, and to the pool for 2 hours so Im beat. I also got 7 more girls pillowcase dresses sewn, and cut a bolero out for a client, and listed 3 new things on etsy. This baby makin' machine is tired and hungry.

Im out.