baby shower

Yesterday I went to a baby shower... I know, what was I thinking? Well, I was trying to focus on the turkey crissaunt (how the hell do you spell that?!) sandwich and my starbucks drink, but the sandwich was eaten way too quickly, and someone dumped out my green tea frappachino half way through. Yeah, I could have punched her in the face...

For the most part I did ok, it was fun to watch Kristen open all of her presents, and I made sure to get lots of pictures of everything. It was probably the hardest for me when I found out that three other girls were there, and of course everyone is all "congrats" and bla bla bla about the babies... Everyone that knew what happened said they were really sorry, and excited for Dylan and I to start trying again which was nice to hear. Some people just say their sorry and dont care after that.

But anyways... I am so excited for Kristen and her baby is going to be so cute. And if the baby isn't then all of her clothes and stuff will be, lol! Just kidding if you're reading this Kristen :D

It's been almost 2 weeks since I found out what was going on. Im doing ok for right now. I haven't cried yet today and I was able to talk about it a little bit earlier. *sigh* I dunno... like always. I think I've said that in just about every blog I've posted...