Back from planned parenthood

annnd! the final result is that I am indeed knocked up. I know it seems like Im going to extreme to figure this out, but I really dont want to get my hopes up and then find out I managed to get 3 crappily wrong tests at home. So! We're looking at 5 weeks and 3 days, with an approximate due date of May 28th, 2011. Just about one month before Dylan and my 5 year anniversary party. Balls. But at least I know that I wont be pregnant AT the party. I'll have a month to get in good shape and stuff, but I was going to make my dresses, so ... looks like I'll be pulling a few allnighters in that month to get stuff done. My friend Katie is also getting married the weekend after our party and im doing her bridal party, her dress and I'm in the wedding (eek!) so it should be interesting... We'll need to get started earlier, thats all. Katie, if you read this, dont crap your pants and get worried, we'll figure it out, lol.

I still have a balance from my doctor earlier this year so I have to figure out how to pay that off before I can go in for my first appointment. I haven't made a payment until recently so I doubt they're going to allow me to come in before paying that off. lame. I really dont want to switch doctors, but I am supposed to go in for my first appointment at 8 weeks so they can ultrasound and everything. How am I going to pay off like $750 in 3 weeks? balls! Im hoping that Dr Werner will make the final call and let me come in. Specially since right now we only go in once a month.

Also... we're on state medical for Amara, so hopefully I can get on it as well. Dylan got a job at Tmobile and will be getting insurance but it probably wont start for another 3 months or so. It'd be nice to have the DSHS for now and then be double covered when his medical kicks in. We'll see. I dont have the brain span to think about it all right now. It's only 3:35 and im mentally and physically drained. I forget how tired I am when Im knocked up. Heh.

Ok well im out of here for now. I have some serious cleaning to do, and some inventory to make and a wedding dress to start. And... another purple bridesmaid dress (from an order of 8) to finish and then Im done with that... I really dont have time to doddle. So do I keep working, even tho Im tired and wont be productive, or do I just lay down and take a nap and then plow through it later.

Oh! and project runway is on tonight... can't FLIPPIN wait!