Yep... Again. For the 3rd time this year. Talk about Fertile Mertile, right? Ugh, it's so confusing! There is a ton of drama going on with the doctor, finances and which insurance we're going to use, but on top of everything else, IM PREGNANT!
We were supposed to wait 3 months after my last D&C but I didn't start the birth control right away and I guess it happened about 2 weeks after the surgery... oops.
Im trying to have a different attitude about it this time than last time... Just go with the flow, enjoy being pregnant, and cross your fingers behind your back. I know that if something IS going to happen there is nothing I can do to prevent/predict it, so I can't stress about it. According to when I was supposed to ovulate, I should be about 9 weeks, which would be AWESOME because I'd be past the 8 week point when things have gone wrong twice in the past. Course last time I thought I was about 9 weeks and fell all the way back to 5 weeks and basically had to do a whole month over again... So either way as far as "far along" goes Im not really counting on anything till I just go to the doctor. I can't guess or predict when I would have been pregnant other than 2 weeks after surgery because I didn't have a period. I went straight from D&C, ovulating, birth control then not starting a period after the 3rd week of the patch, HUGE sore boobs, extreme exhaustion, carpal tunnel and RPL... I have the most random symptoms. No morning sickness, just naps every day, sore arms/wrist and it hurts like a bitch if I stand up too fast.
OH, and when I said sore boobs, I meand sore, huge boobs. I had to go buy a DD bra already. it's rediculas and ugly and it digs in my arm pits but I was litterally falling out of the last bra. A DD already?!?! How big are these things going to get?! Dylan is thrilled to say the least. Heh heh.
Anyways, thats all for now. I have to figure out some insurance stuff and possibly pay Dr. Werner $437 before I go back to see her (or switch to DSHS and go to Peggy, who was our midwife with Amara)... but it's a holiday weekend so I can't make any progress until Monday. What a pain in the ass.
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